Fat Byatch...

For some reason I've allowed myself to indulge in yesterday and now, I get on a scale and I'm pretty damn disappointed. I weight...gasp....grrr....172 now, holy crap, I can't believe it, of course looking amazing in my extra large shirts doesn't help, but looking at those three numbers did. Crap, I thought I needed to lose 30 pounds, it's more like 40 now...crap... no more beer for me I see.

Anyhow in other news, I am getting the chance to work under a doctor and I'm so damn excited, more news about that to follow-until then. ttyl!

I Want To Save The World....

I do...

I am an overachiever, I want to save the world. I will say one thing about me, I am selfless to those that I see true compassion and loyality, I do have a defect, I can not stand those that are hateful and lazy, ughs, especially towards one's mother. I have, an abnormal connection to my mother, she is my knight in shinning armor, she is the reason I haven't moved out of state yet, uh, I can't stand to not be by my mommy...lol....While sitting in the doctor's waiting room at my checkup exam, I read my horoscope, it said something on the lines of this, "While you may identify with your current career, there is a career that needs you", then my mind starts to run, infertility? education? ughs!! Not this again I thought, my crazy indecisive mind!! I want to save the world, I want to be a big deal...lol...I want to save people and be remembered for that, which is what lead me to my current career, I love helping people! I do everything to help people, however, I am in control of my destiny and I have to pick the best path for me.....

P.S. we recieved a new govenor in last night's election, I called my mom and said, "I'm excited, but I don't know if it's because we're getting rid of our old govenor or because we are getting a new one", I sure hope he stablizes the Welfare and WIC Program, as I am disguisted about how easy the system can be manipulated and how those that actually need it are rejected for crazy reason, awww look at the politican in me!